February 2012
26 posts
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Thinking When I Should Be Sleeping
I just remembered what a friend said earlier about me being shallow. Now she said it in a joking manor or at least that is how I took it, but that is not the point for me needing to blog. She said that I like the chase of getting a man, but not the man himself. Well now what if that is true???
So there is this guy that is cute okay great whatever, there are a lot of cute guys. Yet, when I see...
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to...”
– Sigmund Freud (via iwasborntired)
Tonight after relaxing and talking with some friends I have realized I am crazy. I took a quiz yesterday for an online class, technology class, and I needed help. I mean I thought I was reading the quiz in Russian; that is how foreign the quiz was to me. I decided hey, Ryan works at IT and he should be there right now. I go over and ask Ryan questions off of the quiz. Innocent and studious was my...
basicaquatics asked: tell us about the last time you were truly happy.
basicaquatics asked: What cheers you up when you are sad?
“You are Mulan! You are one-of-a-kind and courageous, and you always stand up for...”
– Mulan
“Love is handing someone a gun and letting it point to your head, believing that...”
– Spongebob (via jackgts)
January 2012
25 posts
Cursed Question
When does a simple attraction to a member of the opposite sex become an infatuation of that member? Most importantly, when does it stop?
The Invisible Line
Lately it seems that I have been hearing and having conversations that revolve around the same topics. Yes, every conversation is different and yet I find that all the answers are the same. Is love, true love, real? Should we take risks? The answer to both of these questions are always the same, maybe not word for word the same, but when all the frill and excess feelings are cut away the bones of...
A Crossword in my Brain
So many thoughts so many judgements in my mind. Not all of them are connected, yet the more I dwell on everything the clearer the connections between everything becomes. Why can I not for once just be able to go on and do what is needed to be done in that day and just enjoy it. I am tired. Tired of over thinking everything that happens. I would just like to live my life in peace with no worries,...
Needed Knowledge
JOHN 8:1-11
A Woman Caught in Adultery
But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. Early in the morning he came to the temple courts again. All the people came to him, and he sat down and began to teach them. The experts in the law and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught committing adultery. They made her stand in front of them and said to Jesus, “Teacher,...
“The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down...”
– Tegan Quin (via gotorterra)
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” ― Rumi
“The power of a glance has been so much abused in love stories, that it has come...”
Revelation
I don’t know really if revelation is the proper word I should be using, but this is my story so I will name it whatever I please. Now that the tone has been set I will tell what I have found out. I have the brain of a man and the brain of a woman. I do not know how or when my brain decided to be careless and heartless while at the same time be loving and concerned. I just know that to me sex...
“I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the...”
